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Tuesday, 26 October 2010, 11:06 pm
10 years of friendship
Had to go do last minute shopping with her in town for her anniversary gift for Melvinn. So many memories that strengthen our bond. Though some may be sad and bad memories but these are things that we go through together to make us closer. 10 years of friendship is not something to be taken for granted. Maybe without them, i wouldn't be who i am now. Regardless of whether it make us into better or worse people, we still have to appreciate the fact that we are here because we have each other. I won't question whether I would have been living a better life with or without them, because I've learned to treasure them now and in the future. Monday, 25 October 2010, 1:30 am
Frozen Flower
The movie is during the time of ancient China... Then this gay Emperor fell in love with one of his bodyguards, but the bodyguard fell in love with the Queen. Blah blah blah, king lie about killing the queen and the bodyguard kill the king and realize he didn't kil the queen blah blah blah... The Queen live but the gay couple died... Typical gay story where all gays must die... So much for being more open minded about making gay films these days. Tsk... Have not seen one that is happily ever after... Enough said... Daily routine of crying myself to sleep now... Good night. Sunday, 24 October 2010, 9:36 am
Hopeless
People are just making empty promises to me recently. I won't blame any of you as I'm taking this as karma. Its my own doing, I deserve to get a taste of it. Especially to those people who have done nothing wrong to me but I have inflicted scars on them. Maybe I should just go away... somewhere far where no one will be hurt by me and slowly memories of me will fade along with time. Saturday, 23 October 2010, 1:35 pm
Reverting
Linking back all the missing connections in my memory. Its kinda inevitable that I will recall all those depressing and broken memories. And I've come to realize that I've not moved on... My heart still remembers the pain clearly from back then. I haven't forgotten the pain nor have I gotten used to it. I just cast these feelings into the back of my mind hoping that I will not look through it again. I 've been escaping and not moving on. I've always thought that I have gotten used and have become stronger in the process but I was all wrong... I was just putting up a strong front and I feel like I'm unable to show my weak side to my dearest friends anymore. I'm lost with no one to rely on. The old emo boy is coming back to me. Maybe its because of the 2 years of solitary, that I've forgotten who I really am. Army didn't change me but more of divert my attention. I've been enjoying the company of my camp mates and keeping my mind occupied, but now that I'm free to ponder about stuff, things start coming back to me. I might be just trying too hard to be strong and reliable for my friends. I wonder so much... I hate the person i was but now I am who i was back then, nothings changed. The tendency to frequent MIA is coming back to me... The only difference between the person I was and now is losing the will to hate and hold grudges. I no longer have the will to fight, and I can't bring myself to hate anyone not even those who had hurt me deeply. Anyway, I just wanted to let you know how I'm feeling now... , 12:42 am
Lets start all over again...
I feel like i have no one to talk to. Gonna sleep early... Catch up with you later... |
thedeceptionist
Vanity isn't a sin, a little narcissism wouldn't hurt.The Writer Name:Rhyian Quek Nicks:Lucire, Kai Sch: TGPS, NVSS, RP (graduated =p) Horoscope/Zodiac: Saggitarius/Dragon Age: 21 D.O.B: 12 December 1988 Country: Singaporean Chinese Hobbies: Sleeping & Gaming
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+ 22nd Feb out with YeeLing + Just a couple of misc photos + BRS Blade + Dedicated to my beloved Gucci + Medics Cohesion + 10 years of friendship + Frozen Flower + Hopeless + Reverting + Lets start all over again... in the past
+ October 2010 + November 2010 + February 2011 thanks to them
An accidentality production Inspiration from DancingSheep & BONBON:D |
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